I’m not sure why I’m just confused. Maybe because my dream is too big? But who cares; dreams should be big anyway. Something keeps me away from things I love. I just hate the feeling of doing nothing because something else just came up with no real reason.
My only problem is that I’m helping everyone out there except myself; I totally forget myself and my dreams. I know that helping people is a good thing of course but I feel that overloading myself while totally forgetting my life and my dreams, is something wrong on the long run & not healthy.
It’s okay to say “NO” or “I can’t help!” sometimes. I keep delaying my stuff for the sake of helping other people. It’s just me; I can’t say no to anybody asking for my help.
Could you believe that I’ve been in my career for more than 6 years and I still don’t have even an online portfolio?! :) I just don’t have the time to spend on what I really like or create something for myself.
I’m not saying that I’ll be selfish but what I need is more space & time for myself, my girlfriend, my family, my career & my future life.
Yes … I must admit it. It’s my lifetime fault. I should invest sometime using my skills in creating my future. I think nothing is wrong with that, what do you think? Do you have the same feeling?
PS. Don’t Forget Yourself … It’s time to say NO! … & People should respect that.

